Love Letters

I found two love letters for me.
It was written on August 2003 by my junior.
When I was on my secondary school.
There was no friendster, Facebook, twitter, Blackberry Messenger.
Social media was totally different from nowadays.
I smile as I reread the letters.


Here is the first letter 

Hi Angel, 

since the  first time I met you I already attracted to you,

 because that the way it is.

Anyway, can I have your phone number?

Because every night I always think of you. 

I do not ask for anything.

I just ask for your heart.

I do not know what your friends tell you about me.

And I don't care about it.

Okay, this is it.

I want to do my homework first.

Bye my darling.

I very very miss you forever.

And here is the second letter

Angel, I am very sad.

I already said I do not need to have you.

I just want to look at you.

I do not have any bad intention.

I will be faithfully waiting for you.

It 's  okay if you want to pretend that I am invisible.

I will not forget you.

I wish you all the best in everything.

Thank you because in this week I can be  your friend.

Bye.

He liked me because during orientation day,

I helped him a lot.

I was just being a good senior.

Nothing happened between us though.

I can't stop smiling while writing this post.

Okay, I am laughing now.

The way he expressed his feelings is very funny.

Anyway, this is a one good memory.

I will keep the letters properly.

Good Bye

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I have learned the hard thing. That some poems do not rhyme, and some stories do not have a clear beginning, middle and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what going to happen next. Reach out for your dreams dear. I'll be happy for you. 

August 2009

Blessings

This year is almost come to an end.
I have been blessed in so many ways this year.
I am really thankful especially for my friends.
I met a lot of new people.
I met some friends from my high school.
And through all the time we've spent together,
we are becoming closer more than ever before.
I love my friends.

A Month to Go

Today is 25 November,
which means Christmas is coming soon.
30 days more to go.
Am waiting for it!!!

The Reason

why I love 
blogging
is that
I need a place
where
I can 
pour out
anything
without 
being judged

Batam View Beach Resort

I went there to deliver some cakes.
It is quite far from my home.
Around 40 minutes away.
I did not dare to go there by myself
so I asked Agus to accompany me.
Anyway, after I finished my business
we took a walk around Batam View.
It was so damn hot.
We went back at 12.
Then we had lunch at Grand Duck Restaurant.
The best part is we had jellyfish as our dessert.
No photos are taken during our lunch.
I was way too hungry.

Two Days Getaway

My cousin came last Sunday.
For two days only.
And yet we had so much fun.
Especially for Olivia and Cheryl.
Olivia is just a few months older than Cheryl.
My cousin is gonna celebrate New Year in my home.
See you next month Olivia.

My favorite is this black and white photo of Olivia Quah Yen Ting.

Pig Lovers

Happy five years anniversary Mingzhu and Devin!!!

Today's Mood Booster

Cute isn't it?

Introducing Felix a.k.a Teddy Bear.

We have been friends since secondary school.

Not only he has a big body,

he also has a big heart.

And of course,

his heart is way bigger than his body.

He sent me a photo of him wearing a cute mask this morning.

He said it supposed to be my mood booster for today.

And it works.

For these past two days we talked a lot.

And I realize one thing,

everyone deserve to be loved,

but not everyone can to be trusted.

Pilot from Canada

Two days in a row.

Pilots come to buy our cake.

They are crew from Thomas Cook.

And they are Canadian.

The man is very talkative while the woman busy taking photos.

He asked a lot of things regarding our cake.

The ingredients, where do we sell it, do we live here and many more.

He also asked where do I learn my English.

He said my English are good.

Before they were leaving,

he said something like this,

tonight we will eat your cake

and we will remember you

Sweet isn't it?

Cheryl and Ipod Touch

At 2,5 years old

this little girl above

know when the iPod need to be charged

she said

charge first charge first

and it surprised me

Learning to Walk

This little girl really know how to tease me.

She wouldn't walk just when I want her to.

And when she did,

she walk towards another direction.

You're just one years old darling.

Please be a good girl okay.

iPhone 4S

i think i might get one

soon

fingers crossed

Serious Sharon

I just love this little lady so much!

The One That Got Away

In another life, I would be your girl
We'd keep all our promises 
Be "us" against the world
In another life, I would make you stay 
So I don't have to say 
You were the one that got away 
The one that got away

Katy Perry

Trust Issue

Why is it very hard for me to trust people?

A Story

when she first saw him
she knew he is different
he stole her first kiss
she knew being with him
would bring her so much problems
and yet those differences
did not stop her from loving him
and through times
her love grew stronger each day passed
at first she was a little bit naive
in denial
but then she knew
right in her heart
she wanted it as much as she could
and then they became one
things were not easy for them
until one day
distance made them apart
physically and emotionally
they did not made it
not because they stopped loving each other
but because she chose to give up
because she love herself so much
because she love him so much
that she did not want to hurt both part much more
and she is changed by it
she is protecting herself
she is guarding herself carefully
in her own way
in a way that he did not understand
and maybe he would not understand
and today 
after all the things that has happened 
between them
out of nowhere
out of the blue
he said something
that bring her back to the past
and suddenly
all the memories started to haunt her
those times they spent together
might be one of the happiest time in her life
even though it only last for a while
she glad she had it once
that he was hers
WAS

Bored Bored Bored

is when you have nothing to do

and all you have is a webcam

this is the result

please ignore the poor quality of the pictures

i still look pretty though

and not to forget

my pimples are everywhere on both of my cheeks

anyway my Christmas presents are here

the lovely bones and lucky

both written by alice sebold

My Answers

If you ask me
would I die for my mother
then my answer would be yes
without any doubts
but then
if you ask me
would I die for my father
then my answer would be maybe
maybe yes maybe no
that's how i feel right now
Now I sounds like an ungrateful daughter
Really

The Time Has Come

When I wrote it might end anytime.
I really mean it.
And it does happen.
No regrets.
At all.

My First Christmas Gift

The lovely bones by Alice Sebold.

The original English version.

The book is still miles away from me.

I have one in Indonesian version.

Can't wait to read it.

Thanks to Agus.

My First Christmas Card

From Meme <3

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

heartbeats fast
colors and promises
how to be brave
how can i love when i'm afraid to fall
but watching you stand alone
all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don't be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

time stands still
beauty in all she is
i will be brave
i will not let anything take away
what's standing in front of me
every breath
every hour has come to this
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don't be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you
time has brought your heart to me
i have loved you for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

one step closer
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don't be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you
time has brought your heart to me
i have loved you for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

A Ring

My friend showed me that her boyfriend 

gave her a ring for their one year courtship anniversary.

It was sweet.

So sweet.

For me ring is a symbol for an endless love.

It has no beginning.

And it has no ending.

Keep going round and round.

Long lasting and forever.

Steamboat Sunday

Happy Birthday Sharon

Seven years ago,

you came and changed our life,

you are truly an angel,

no matter how old you are,

you will always be my little princess.

Happy birthday Enen!

Wish you a happy and joyful life ahead!

Auntie love you to the stars and back!