Fresh From The Oven

and will be expired soon.

Waking Up

When I wake up this morning
I do not feel sad
I won't cry anymore
Instead of complaining
I should feel grateful
At least there are still good memories 
for us to remember
I like how you like me in your own way
how you didn't promise anything you can not guarantee
you are being so real
and maybe that's why I like you.

The Unspoken Words

tonight I really had a great time with you.
a week has passed.
you are leaving this town tomorrow.
one day when you come back here,
I wish I still feel the same way about you.

Heartbreak

If only we could love like a child.
We do not have to think about anything else.
We just love.
As we growing up,
the definition of love is gradually becoming more complex.
You can't just be with the one you love.
There are many others thing to be considered,
before you get yourself in a relationship.
Love alone won't make it last.
It's sad and yet it's real.
It's bitter and yet it's sweet.
And thank you for today.
For the tears and the pain.
For the laughter and the love.
I just love the way how you handle thing so well.
How you keep this thing just for yourself.
How you act like nothing has happened between us.
You've been preparing yourself for the worst,
while I'm only preparing myself for the best.
Maybe that's the reason why we never make it.

Finally

Being honest is easy if you want it.
And I'm glad we did it last night.
Even in the end it made me cry.
I am sad yet happy.
I finally know the feeling is there.
If we are meant to be, then we will.
For the time being,
I just can't easily keep my option open.
My only option is you.
If only you realize it.

A Song

See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth. And I don't know what I'm waiting for.
Why don't you give me a reason. Please tell me the truth.
Open up your heart tonight. I could be all that you need.
Why don't you love me?

Hey Arwin,
this one is for you.

Second Newborn Session

I had a newborn session this morning with baby Hosea and big brother Cio.
I spent 2 hours on their home.
It was a lot of easier because the mother are very cooperative.
Looking forward for the next session with these two little boys.

A Letter for You

Why are you so afraid?
If it won't work out the way you want it to be,
then so be it.
I guess you do not want it so badly,
because you do not have the will to fight for it.
But when you meet him again,
these feeling you used to feel suddenly come back again.
You think this is just a fling.
A temporary feeling,
that will fade away,
when he's gone.
When he leave this town.
Maybe you are too ashamed,
to admit that you are lonely.
That you were extremely happy
when he said maybe he like you.
Even it is just a possibility.
You know there were hope.
Until one fine day,
things started to fall apart.
From the time when he said these simple things like,
that he regret saying he maybe like you,
that he is not sure where this thing will go,
that he can not promise anything.
You keep your pride up though.
Pretend you are okay when I know you are completely not.
Maybe fate will play a trick on both of you.
You just have to be strong
and play your cards well.
I wish you luck.