A Letter for You

Why are you so afraid?
If it won't work out the way you want it to be,
then so be it.
I guess you do not want it so badly,
because you do not have the will to fight for it.
But when you meet him again,
these feeling you used to feel suddenly come back again.
You think this is just a fling.
A temporary feeling,
that will fade away,
when he's gone.
When he leave this town.
Maybe you are too ashamed,
to admit that you are lonely.
That you were extremely happy
when he said maybe he like you.
Even it is just a possibility.
You know there were hope.
Until one fine day,
things started to fall apart.
From the time when he said these simple things like,
that he regret saying he maybe like you,
that he is not sure where this thing will go,
that he can not promise anything.
You keep your pride up though.
Pretend you are okay when I know you are completely not.
Maybe fate will play a trick on both of you.
You just have to be strong
and play your cards well.
I wish you luck.