When a friend of mine told me that Awin is in town, I was so surprised. I was kinda sad because he didn't tell me that he is back. We haven't chat for quite a while. I was still expecting that he would text me and I was too stubborn to text him first. But then he texted me. I was so happy, because I was waiting for it. We had dinner with some of our friends. And then the most awkward moment happened. On our way home, when it was just the two of us, we kept silence. I felt very uncomfortable. A lot of things were running through my mind. I was thinking what should I say and yet I still kept quiet. Until he felt asleep while driving and hit the car in front of us. After that we did talk about the accident. He got home and we did chat for a while. The feeling of meeting him again after all the things that has happened between us is unexplainable.
Sunday
We did hang out again. We had dinner and karaoke until 11 pm. When I was driving home, he texted me and tell me to inform him when I get home. There he goes, bringing back the feeling that was once there. I feel special because of his little attention. None of my friend are doing it. They would just say be careful and never really text me to make sure that I get home safely. Even if they did, I'm sure the effect won't be the same. While we chat he asked will I be free on Monday. We made a plan to watch movie in the afternoon. He rarely went to the cinema at Jakarta. All of our friend are working in the afternoon, so his only choice is me.
Monday
Awin told me that he will be free after lunch for our movie date. After lunch time, he couldn't make it, and will only be free at night. There are four of us who will watch oz. Me and Awin were buying the ticket first, because our friends would come a little bit late. We had dinner, and I'm glad it went well. I mean it wasn't as awkward like the first time we met. So he did it again, after I drop him home, he texted me again. As usual. Oh I love getting that kind of attention.
Today
Awin is going back to Jakarta. I'm gonna miss spending time with him. There are still a lot of questions that I want to ask but I didn't have the courage to ask. I believe it won't change our situation though. But then I am happy. I am feeling it again. I keep smiling when we chat. Even my mom is noticing it. I just can't hide it. This time is different. I do not expect much as I did before. I am less aggressive. I am waiting for Awin to come here again and see what will happen between us. If only ...
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