8/26/2012
8/25/2012
Waking Up
When I wake up this morning
I do not feel sad
I won't cry anymore
Instead of complaining
I should feel grateful
At least there are still good memories
for us to remember
I like how you like me in your own way
how you didn't promise anything you can not guarantee
you are being so real
and maybe that's why I like you.
I do not feel sad
I won't cry anymore
Instead of complaining
I should feel grateful
At least there are still good memories
for us to remember
I like how you like me in your own way
how you didn't promise anything you can not guarantee
you are being so real
and maybe that's why I like you.
The Unspoken Words
tonight I really had a great time with you.
a week has passed.
you are leaving this town tomorrow.
one day when you come back here,
I wish I still feel the same way about you.
a week has passed.
you are leaving this town tomorrow.
one day when you come back here,
I wish I still feel the same way about you.
8/24/2012
Heartbreak
If only we could love like a child.
We do not have to think about anything else.
We just love.
As we growing up,
the definition of love is gradually becoming more complex.
You can't just be with the one you love.
There are many others thing to be considered,
before you get yourself in a relationship.
Love alone won't make it last.
It's sad and yet it's real.
It's bitter and yet it's sweet.
And thank you for today.
For the tears and the pain.
For the laughter and the love.
I just love the way how you handle thing so well.
How you keep this thing just for yourself.
How you act like nothing has happened between us.
You've been preparing yourself for the worst,
while I'm only preparing myself for the best.
Maybe that's the reason why we never make it.
We do not have to think about anything else.
We just love.
As we growing up,
the definition of love is gradually becoming more complex.
You can't just be with the one you love.
There are many others thing to be considered,
before you get yourself in a relationship.
Love alone won't make it last.
It's sad and yet it's real.
It's bitter and yet it's sweet.
And thank you for today.
For the tears and the pain.
For the laughter and the love.
I just love the way how you handle thing so well.
How you keep this thing just for yourself.
How you act like nothing has happened between us.
You've been preparing yourself for the worst,
while I'm only preparing myself for the best.
Maybe that's the reason why we never make it.
8/22/2012
Finally
Being honest is easy if you want it.
And I'm glad we did it last night.
Even in the end it made me cry.
I am sad yet happy.
I finally know the feeling is there.
If we are meant to be, then we will.
For the time being,
I just can't easily keep my option open.
My only option is you.
If only you realize it.
And I'm glad we did it last night.
Even in the end it made me cry.
I am sad yet happy.
I finally know the feeling is there.
If we are meant to be, then we will.
For the time being,
I just can't easily keep my option open.
My only option is you.
If only you realize it.
A Song
See I'm just too scared to tell you the truth. And I don't know what I'm waiting for.
Why don't you give me a reason. Please tell me the truth.
Open up your heart tonight. I could be all that you need.
Why don't you love me?
Hey
this one is for you.
8/21/2012
Second Newborn Session
I had a newborn session this morning with baby Hosea and big brother Cio.
I spent 2 hours on their home.
It was a lot of easier because the mother are very cooperative.
Looking forward for the next session with these two little boys.
I spent 2 hours on their home.
It was a lot of easier because the mother are very cooperative.
Looking forward for the next session with these two little boys.
8/19/2012
A Letter for You
Why are you so afraid?
If it won't work out the way you want it to be,
then so be it.
I guess you do not want it so badly,
because you do not have the will to fight for it.
But when you meet him again,
these feeling you used to feel suddenly come back again.
You think this is just a fling.
A temporary feeling,
that will fade away,
when he's gone.
When he leave this town.
Maybe you are too ashamed,
to admit that you are lonely.
That you were extremely happy
when he said maybe he like you.
Even it is just a possibility.
You know there were hope.
Until one fine day,
things started to fall apart.
From the time when he said these simple things like,
that he regret saying he maybe like you,
that he is not sure where this thing will go,
that he can not promise anything.
You keep your pride up though.
Pretend you are okay when I know you are completely not.
Maybe fate will play a trick on both of you.
You just have to be strong
and play your cards well.
I wish you luck.
If it won't work out the way you want it to be,
then so be it.
I guess you do not want it so badly,
because you do not have the will to fight for it.
But when you meet him again,
these feeling you used to feel suddenly come back again.
You think this is just a fling.
A temporary feeling,
that will fade away,
when he's gone.
When he leave this town.
Maybe you are too ashamed,
to admit that you are lonely.
That you were extremely happy
when he said maybe he like you.
Even it is just a possibility.
You know there were hope.
Until one fine day,
things started to fall apart.
From the time when he said these simple things like,
that he regret saying he maybe like you,
that he is not sure where this thing will go,
that he can not promise anything.
You keep your pride up though.
Pretend you are okay when I know you are completely not.
Maybe fate will play a trick on both of you.
You just have to be strong
and play your cards well.
I wish you luck.
7/20/2012
7/19/2012
Third Day of School
This time Cheryl really enjoying her time at the school.
The teacher said she did not cry at all.
The first day tantrum is all because she was sick.
She didn't go to school on the second day.
She was happy and smiling when the class finished.
When she got home she even mention that she want to go to school again.
Things went differently with Vyonne.
She cried when she arrived at the school.
And she fell asleep right before the class ended.
Watching them entering a new stage of their life is just simply amazing.
The teacher said she did not cry at all.
The first day tantrum is all because she was sick.
She didn't go to school on the second day.
She was happy and smiling when the class finished.
When she got home she even mention that she want to go to school again.
Things went differently with Vyonne.
She cried when she arrived at the school.
And she fell asleep right before the class ended.
Watching them entering a new stage of their life is just simply amazing.
7/17/2012
First Day of School
It was full of tears for both Cheryl and Vyonne.
Getting into a new environment ain't easy for the kids.
They have to adapt to the new routine.
The class started at 8.30 and ended at 12.
Hopefully they will quickly adapt.
It took one month for Sharon to adapt the first time she went to school.
Getting into a new environment ain't easy for the kids.
They have to adapt to the new routine.
The class started at 8.30 and ended at 12.
Hopefully they will quickly adapt.
It took one month for Sharon to adapt the first time she went to school.
7/04/2012
Our First Holiday
Me, mom, dad, sis, bro in law, sharon, cheryl and vyonne
went to Singapore last Monday.
We stayed one night at Festive Hotel.
We are all feel happy and tired at the same time.
Most of all we had FUN.
Like SUPER FUN.
The first day we went to the underwater world
and watched the pink dolphin show.
When we watched song of the sea, suddenly it was raining.
So we went back to the hotel in the middle of the show.
On the second day we went swimming at 7 am in the morning,
followed by breakfast and the we bought some universal studios' souvenirs.
Checked out from the hotel and we headed to the harbor front.
We did buy a lot of things there.
Dad bought two pairs of shoes.
Mom bought dozens of shirts.
Sis and bro in law bought some bedding cover.
The kids bought sandals and candies and chocolates.
I bought a bag, some shirts, soft toys, and a book.
With three kids in hands and all the things we bought,
it was very inconvenience for us especially when we went trough the immigration.
When we arrived at Batam, Cheryl said she still want to stay at the hotel.
All the girls truly enjoy our short holiday.
went to Singapore last Monday.
We stayed one night at Festive Hotel.
We are all feel happy and tired at the same time.
Most of all we had FUN.
Like SUPER FUN.
The first day we went to the underwater world
and watched the pink dolphin show.
When we watched song of the sea, suddenly it was raining.
So we went back to the hotel in the middle of the show.
On the second day we went swimming at 7 am in the morning,
followed by breakfast and the we bought some universal studios' souvenirs.
Checked out from the hotel and we headed to the harbor front.
We did buy a lot of things there.
Dad bought two pairs of shoes.
Mom bought dozens of shirts.
Sis and bro in law bought some bedding cover.
The kids bought sandals and candies and chocolates.
I bought a bag, some shirts, soft toys, and a book.
With three kids in hands and all the things we bought,
it was very inconvenience for us especially when we went trough the immigration.
When we arrived at Batam, Cheryl said she still want to stay at the hotel.
All the girls truly enjoy our short holiday.
Thanks Singapore for all the great experience we know we would not forget!
7/03/2012
6/28/2012
Preschool Uniform
Cheryl and vyonne are wearing their preschool uniform for the first time.
The class will start on 16th July.
I am so happy for both of them.
As for Sharon, she is a second grader now.
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