Morning Thought

Adhitia Sofyan.

Buying his third album make me have this expectation that it will be better compare to the previous album. 

Comparing. 

That's what we do. 

On things, on food, on people. 

Adjusting

(verb)

alter or move slightly in order to achieve the desired fit, appearance, or result.

space deleted

from boy friend
to boyfriend

I am grateful for

the three hours talk with my best friend over the phone.
*SUPERHUGS*

Time will not erase our memories

I was here with mommy and daddy.

Jehova Jireh

God will provide an answer

Note

Oh, who would have thought it would end up like this

A year ago

you and me

at pizza hut

I will take all the time I need

All I know is I know nothing

and it scares the shit out of me sometimes
of how little do I know about the people around me
oh people and their darkest secret
a friend once told me
just because you do something bad
it doesn't mean that you are a bad person
and just because you do something good
it doesn't mean that you are a good person.

If you look for perfection

YOU WILL NEVER BE CONTENT

Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy

On Expanding Business

A friend asked me why I do not want to expand my business while I'm still young.

The reason is simple.

I believe that if I want to achieve something, 

then I have to sacrifice something equal.

Bigger business means bigger responsibility.

Both me and my parents are feeling content with what we have now.

We are not ready to giving up our free time to earn more money.

And I don't  think that we will ever be ready.

Anyway, the biggest local newspaper in town called me twice.

They wanted to cover our business stories.

I rejected it.

I do not feel the need to tell the society of how much money do I earn every month.

I prefer the word of mouth marketing strategy.

No cost and super effective.

On My Mind

Peace is a state of mind

It's a choice

Courage, where have you been?

I've been doing nothing

no actions equal no results

The Last Three Days

Saturday

When a friend of mine told me that Awin is in town, I was so surprised. I was kinda sad because he didn't tell me that he is back. We haven't chat for quite a while. I was still expecting that he would text me and I was too stubborn to text him first. But then he texted me. I was so happy, because I was waiting for it. We had dinner with some of our friends. And then the most awkward moment happened. On our way home, when it was just the two of us, we kept silence. I felt very uncomfortable. A lot of things were running through my mind. I was thinking what should I say and yet I still kept quiet. Until he felt asleep while driving and hit the car in front of us. After that we did talk about the accident. He got home and we did chat for a while. The feeling of meeting him again after all the things that has happened between us is unexplainable. 

Sunday

We did hang out again. We had dinner and karaoke until 11 pm. When I was driving home, he texted me and tell me to inform him when I get home. There he goes, bringing back the feeling that was once there. I feel special because of his little attention. None of my friend are doing it. They would just say be careful and never really text me to make sure that I get home safely. Even if they did, I'm sure the effect won't be the same. While we chat he asked will I be free on Monday. We made a plan to watch movie in the afternoon. He rarely went to the cinema at Jakarta. All of our friend are working in the afternoon, so his only choice is me.

Monday

Awin told me that he will be free after lunch for our movie date. After lunch time, he couldn't make it, and will only be free at night. There are four of us who will watch oz. Me and Awin were buying the ticket first, because our friends would come a little bit late. We had dinner, and I'm glad it went well. I mean it wasn't as awkward like the first time we met. So he did it again, after I drop him home, he texted me again. As usual. Oh I love getting that kind of attention.

Today

Awin is going back to Jakarta. I'm gonna miss spending time with him. There are still a lot of questions that I want to ask but I didn't have the courage to ask. I believe it won't change our situation though. But then I am happy. I am feeling it again. I keep smiling when we chat. Even my mom is noticing it. I just can't hide it. This time is different. I do not expect much as I did before. I am less aggressive. I am waiting for Awin to come here again and see what will happen between us. If only ...

Third Attempt

According to Wikipedia, third time is the charm. It refers to the superstition that after two failures in any endeavor, a third attempt is more likely to succeed. Should I.

Date Night

Random Thought

The love look.

It is the look you give for your loved ones.

The look that says I love you

I care for you

I want you

I need you,

without the need to say a single word.

There was a time when my sister could tell that a guy like me

just because she saw the way he looked at me.

And yes, my sister was right.

He did like me and I didn't even notice it.

I miss it.

I miss getting the love look.

Which is most likely won't happen to me in the meantime.

The Big Day

This is the day that the Lord has made.

Let today be a new beginning for these two lovers.

To make a covenant before God, closest family and friends.

Happy Wedding Day Arrita and Johan!

May you have a blessed marriage!

A Perfect Weekend

because the laughter we are sharing is more than enough.

Breakfast

When you feel good,
even the little thing in life
seems to be so perfect.
Good morning sunshine.

Priority

pri·or·i·ty

 : [prahy-awr-i-tee, -or-] noun,plural pri·or·i·ties for 2–4.

1.

the state or quality of being earlier in time, occurrence, etc.

2.

the right to precede others in order, rank, privilege, etc.;precedence.

3.

the right to take precedence in obtaining certain supplies,services, facilities, etc., especially during a shortage.

4.

something given special attention.

Source  : http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/priority

Focusing on my priority.

For the time being I don't really know what is my priority.

I just go where ever life takes me to,

because life keep changing

and it will affect my priority.

And I hate it when it happen.

Right now, at the age of twenty three,

I feel proud of myself.

Of the things that I've accomplished.

Maybe my priority is to work my ass off,

save lots of money,

for my parents and myself.

I want to give them a happy life during their old time.

Financially.

And as for myself,

I do need money to pamper myself.

Money sure can buy me happiness

even just temporary.