Hello December

It's the first of December

Christmas is coming soon

With all the Christmas decorations

I'd get a little upset sometimes

There are

no christmas tree,

no mistletoe, 

no socks to hang, 

no candy cane, 

no gingerbread

no snow

no fancy lightings

at my home

As this year

I'll celebrate it alone

again

I'm the only Christian in my family

I'd get a little sad sometimes

When I see a family going to church together

whether for Christmas celebration or just for Sunday service

Oh how I wish I could have it too

Praying together to give thanks for each morning

Praying together before having a meal

Praying together before going to bed

So I have this dream

When I grow up

I'll find myself a Christian husband

building a small Christian family

And most of all 

when Christmas is coming

I'll decorate our home just like how I want it to be

It will be so much fun

So

Dear Santa, 

You know what to do right

If you are reading this now

hohoho

Am gonna wait for your gift

I've been good and bad this year

Most of the times I've been good

Do not forget to visit me

I will not hang my socks

Cause I know my gift will not fit in there

Thanks before Santa

I love you

and surely will give you a cup of coffee

and some cookies

when you come

One more,

I know Santa

that the main point of Christmas

is not always about the celebration

It's about the birth of our saviour

in our heart

Before that

happy working Santa

Oh I love December much

Vyonne - 3 Months Old

Her hair is getting longer.

Her  fingers are getting bigger.

Her body is getting fatter.

New Bang

Got a new hairstyle.

Kinda weird.

The left side is not as the same length with the right side.

Kinda funny too.

Still the same silly me though.

Outside changes does not always mean inside changes.

My Sister

who would have thought

that today

the lady in the pictures above

is having 3 kids

juggling around in her daily life

she is just 24 years old

and she make motherhood seems so fun

yet so stressfull at the same time

keep up the good work my beloved big sister

Tangled Rapunzel 3D

Sharon back to normal again. We went to watch tangled rapunzel this afternoon. Just the two of us, again. We watched the 3D version. It was her first time, she didn't get used to it at the beginning. The movie was good.

Birthday Celebration

We had a little birthday celebration last saturday. 

Last friday was Sharon's birthday according to the Chinese calendar.

Keep growing up girl.

Anyway,

we didnt have a good time together lately.

She would say auntie ugly or auntie is bad for no reason.

Oh my.

She is starting to act like a drama queen now.

New Crib

Guess who is in there??

An Update

I am back.

Some fucking shit is happening in my family.

Caused by some fucking people.

This year we've been blessed by God in so many ways.

And yet some fucking people is jeaolus.

They have a hotel, we don't.

They have a restaurant, we don't.

The have a lot of companies, we don't.

They have expensive cars, we only have one.

The problem is that they already have a lot of business 

and yet they are trying to steal our business also.

Things are not that simple.

My plan are ruined.

I fucking hate it.

This morning, when I went to the church the priest preached about tragedy.

He said, tragedy is one of God's way to awake us.

There are reasons for it, and they will be good things happening after it.

Just like rainbow after a heavy rain.

I believe it.

Just like my fav verse from the bible.

Yeremia 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

After all, I am glad that I have a big God.

He gave me such a great family, and I believe we will pass this test.

Together.

To dettach from it for a little while, last Tuesday I went to Singapore with Sharon.

We went to the zoo, with my cousins and her son, Bernard.

It was fun.

Sharon is as tall as Bernard, Bernard is one year older than her.

Watching the two of them playing is really funny.

Despite their language barrier, they still play together.

Kids are just kids.

Happy in they own world.

Don't have to think about problems and etc.

I wish I could be a kid forever.